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I have read so many diferent kind of confessions on here. I have skimmed the waters of deep dark tales. But none have i seen that are like my own. I have but one thing to confess.I am 16, female, and i have died once..in real body ...not acounting to the several times my heart within me has at times decided to stop rather then break. Of course at my own will. With pills, of course that would later cause me to throw them up my body's way of saying get over it your stuck here. But somtimes that is not enough .I am not sure what you people will think of me. Honestly i dont think i care much.That seems to be nothing new these days .My moms thinks i am OK as she puts it no one is happy get over it. I Really dont think she understands how close to the edge i am. I wish she could i wish she did sometimes i wish she would even try to help. But i guess that is just wishful thinking. My doctor told her she basically messed me up as a kid with all the abuse and diferent things that happened when i was a younger and continues to. Maybe i was a mistake her and dad split up a long time ago pain is nothing new in my home...i guess that is what some might call it "Home".I would never say i had it worse off then alot of people because i dont really know.No one really knows what happens behinde the closed doors of their neighboors or family or even friends from school work..anything. Maybe the reason small towns feel so bad is because everybody knows and no one cares enough to stop it better to keep your nose out of it even if you know right?..sorry i started ranting...please..if you need to say something just leave a comment i could use the words..even if they are mean or anything....maybe i just need someont to reach out to...atleast that is what the doc said ....the last time i saw him was a year and a half ago...she stopped taking me to him because" he was crazy and i was fine there was nothing wrong with me."...i guess that is what she thinks...
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1) From experiance if you can grow past your scuicidal years you will be proud of who you become and no one can take that self happiness from you. |
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2) Get yourself a boyfrind, girlfriend, whatever, who really cares. dont trust your mom, im sorry to say, but she sounnds like the " kids are a nusance, so i wont put any effort into them" type of mom. i'm guessing you issue is that you are still looking to your mom for love, and she doesnt, and you feel like nobody cares. we do. |
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3) I agree with both people what theyve sed, look at the good things in life, your mum will regret how she treats you when you turn out to be a good mum! learn from her mistakes and use them to ur advantage :) xx |
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4) Hang in there cup cake it gets better, i know I'm living proof. |
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5) Im a young male (student) and live in the east of england, i read this and felt i should write something, i cant imagine what your going through but i do know life can change from relatively nothing into a wonderful one very quickly, so hang on in there and i know something or someone will be around the corner to help you x |
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6) I'm happy to say i am almost 18 and still breathing...i wrote this.... Thanks for all the sweet words...I really did take it to heart. |
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