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What makes this so humiliating to admit is the fact that I enjoyed it and never more sexually satisfied in my life. It was after a college football game last month and I went back to a party at a hotel. I was tipsy but not at all drunk and found myself alone with three guys. One of them I knew slightly but didn't know the other two at all. It just started out with kidding around and little by little I was getting felt up and undressed by them. They were all in their underware at the time and began holding me and undressing me. At first we were all laughing but I soon began to panic. before I knew it I was naked and the guys began taking off their underware. I don't think I screamed but was terrified at the time. They just kept saying they weren't going to hurt me. I was pushed onto the bed and the three of them began kissing me and one of them began giving me oral sex. They had hold of me so tight I could hardly move as they held me down. Whether it was fear or just shock, I'm not sure, but I just closed my eyes and layed still. I was crying at the time and remember being so embarrased being naked in front of them. They just kept kissing and touching my whole body as the one was giving me oral sex. I had no intention of getting aroused thinking they would just rape me. After a few minutes I felt myself responding and was fully aroused by it. Each one of them took turns giving me oral sex as the other two were kissing and sucking on my breasts. I ended up having intercouse with all three of them that night. I gave oral sex to two of them and don't know how many times I orgasmed. I still don't know how or why I reacted the way I did because they truly forced me to have sex with them. I still ask myself if it actually was rape but know I willingly let them have intercouse with me and I willingly sucked two of them. When they were giving me oral sex I began to get turned on and after that I just let them do whatever they pleased. After the first fifteen or twenty minutes I was no longer afraid or intimidated by them. They did hold me down most of the time but I never tried to fight them off of me. I havn't seen any of them since but can't get it out of my mind. They never hurt me the whole time but did take full advantage of me. I'm sure they knew I was aroused and also knew when I climaxed each time. They did wear condoms when we had intercouse but didn't when I gave them oral sex. When they stopped it was about 4am and the one guy walked me down to the lobby to get a cab back to my hotel. I never told any of my friends what happened and can't bring myself to tell anyone about it. All I know is the one guy and I'm not even sure where he goes to school. I guess I really don't want to know and can't contemplate why I reacted the way I did. They did force the sex on me but I was so aroused by it I couldn't help letting them satisfy me like they did. Some of the things they did to me were unspeakable but I just let them do anything they wanted. I can't remember ever having so many orgasms as I did that night and they just came one after another.
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