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Tara lives in my apartment building and I have become involved with her more than I originally intended. I don't know whats wrong with her but she is easily manipulated and I admit to taking full advantage of her. My other neighbors seem to ignore her most of the time and I think we got friendly, mainly because I felt sorry for her. She is semi-attractive but is built very well and always wore revealing outfits. Almost daily there were notes from her under my door asking me for favors, inviting me for dinner and just crazy writings. Some I couldn't understand because of spelling and her hand writing was childlike. Almost daily she began bringing me cookies and cakes she made and I knew she wanted me to invite her in. It was quite innocent at first but she began appearing at my door in pajamas or just a bathrobe. Then she began asking to use my shower a few times a week and was very uninhibited as to how I saw her. She would sit and talk to me afterwards with only the towel around her and more often than not I got a glimpse of her breasts and vagina. I'm not ugly but far from a babe magnet, quite a few years older, and was very willing to have her come in my apartment, especially to shower. The more I comlimented her the more she seemed to expose herself to me. Most of the time I was in my underware which she didn't seem to mind and would ocassionally buy me a pair of boxer shorts with sayings on them. For almost a year I just looked at her and never touched her. She would often kiss me on the cheek but we had no sexual contact at all. I got erections many times just looking at her and often masturbated after she left. I guess I felt guilty for a long time thinking she wasn't very stable mentally. When she used my shower she always closed the door but I began to notice she never locked it. I would open it a bit and watch her shower sometimes and thats when I began taking advantage of her. I have no tub in my apartment but just a shower inclosure wich has a glass door. The first time I did this I just knocked on the door and asked if I could get something out of my linen closet. I didn't know what she would say, but told me it was ok. When I went in she just continued to shower and for a few minutes I just stood there looking at her and talking to her before I left the room. A short time later she came came out with the towel around her and I think she was trying to apoligize to me for seeing her naked like that. I just told her I liked to see her body and I am the one who should be sorry for going in the bathroom while she showered. The very next time she came in to use the shower I did the same thing, of course knocking first and asking permission. This time we just kept talking while she washed herself and I ended up sitting on the toilet seat conversing with her. I just sat there as she dried herself and we went back to the living room where she did put the towel around her. This went on for weeks and still I never touched her body until one night I asked her if I could give her a massage. She just told me she would love that if I didn't mind and I convinced her to lay on my bed to do it. She seemed to go along with anything I said even when I asked to take the towel off. I rubbed her back for awhile and got an erection just seeing her naked before me. She never told me not to so I rubbed her rear and legs and then told her to turn over, which she did without hesitation. She just layed there as I rubbed her breasts and never said a word when I began masturbating her. She open her legs and let me finger her and she orgasmed a few times. Since that first night we now have sex several times a week. She submits to anything I want and has even allowed me to have anal sex with her, which I know she doesn't like. We have oral sex often also and I can't believe how submissive she is with me. I have had intercouse with her in every position I can think of, and at my insistence she swallows my cum. She does tell me someimes she doesn't want to have sex a certain night and tells me when she's not in the mood. I still tell her I want us to be naked and she is fine with that. As we watch tv I have her touching my scrotum and penis and often have her give me oral sex. If she tells me shes not in the mood I don't ever touch her but insist she please me either my masturbating me or giving me oral sex. No matter what I tell her to do, she does it. I feel as though I am abusing her sometimes but she never complains about anything I tell her to do. We have even shaved each other pubic hair many times and I have even poured honey on my penis and scrotum making her lick it off of me and usually have her wash me in the shower afterwards. She is so submissive to me it scares me sometimes and I can't imagine why she lets me dominate her like I do. She rarely stays overnight, only when we both fall asleep after sex. I just can't figure her out and don't understand how she is not humiliated by the things I do to her.
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When I was a freshman in high school i was into sport but always skinny. I was shy and always minded my business. One day at wrestling we stayed over at the school and 5 guys had me in a room and next thing i knew i was being held down on my back across a desk. They took turns putting their nuts on my face and dick slapping me. They told me if I didnt start sucking dick i was gona get raped with all types of stuff. I gave them all head. This continued through out high school
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12003.
I am in an abusive relationship. I feel like I give way more than I get back...in fact I feel like all I get back is hurt. He doesn't hit me, but he still hurts me daily and I don't know how to leave. I have always considered myself strong and I don't (or I never have before) show any signs of an addictive personality accept for with him. I've never been so hurt by anyone in my life, I've never put up with so much, but I've also never felt this kind of love before. I'm partially scared that I wont find anything like him again, but than again that's probably a good thing. I've walked away from people in the past, but then I've regretted things. I guess I just don't know where to draw the line and when to really just say no. He's like a child, he gets away with hurting me because I've let him in the past and when I try to stop him he has a tantrum. Maybe I'll try women for a while.
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