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Most Recent Confessions on "guilt"...
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I've been away from my girlfriend for nearly two years because of a visa problem. when it hit me, we were seperated cause i had cheated on her. i begged her to take me back and she did. she helped me get back to this country, and we fell back in love again.
while i was away,
we visited each other and made plans for the future. during most of the time i was away, i've been good. i slept with a girl i met in a bar in the first few weeks, drunk. then with an ex-girlfriend of mine a few times. but i must say that i was inn shock at the time, and still questionning myself about going back together.
then the plans for the future started being made, time went by and we started loving each other again. i didn't have sex with any girls, but i did spend a lot of money on massage parlours.
then in the last few months of my time away, i slipped completely. i was at the end of my capacities, and i couldn't take it anymore. i started having sex with a coworker, many times a week , for a month or two. at the same time, with a girl who i met at a massage parlour and who took me home. we saw each other for about three months.
i was really suffering inside, and i was letting it out with sexual exultations.
then, i told both of my mistresses that we had to say good bye, and the week after, me and my girlfriend got married. a few months after, i was back. because she helped me, because of all her sacrifices.
me, i just had to wait patiently for things to unfold.
we are still married today and have a beautiful son. a nice house as well.
of course i feel guilt, but it seems i managed to take the importance away from my actions. it was just unmeaningful sex.
but now, it's starting again. we have a good life, but the sex is repetitive. and i can't fulfill my fantasies the way i want with her. i've tried hookers, yes, but i can't bring myself to spend money there when my family needs it.
many girls flirt with me at work, and i know how to take someone to bed. i'm starting to make schemes in my head, and i'm afraid of myself.
of course i wouldn't deserve another chance, and i surely would lose my baby as well as someone who i love and loves me.
but i can't stop telling myself one thing: it's just sex.
that's all it is. some people need to get drunk, some take drugs. me, i want sex. a lot. all the time.
but when i can't have it, it makes me miserable.
it feels really good to confess this. no one knows about all this but me.
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13228.
I spy on my neighbor. I like to peek in her windows at night and watch her sleep, mostly because she sleeps in a thong and nothing else. I've watched her changing and playing with herself, but I really want to catch her having sex. She's really hot, with a great ass and beautiful tits.
I feel really bad about doing it, but when I'm looking in her window at her I get so worked up I don't think about how wrong it is.
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11856.
I thought it would be wonderful having such a big penis but i have had sex with a couple of girls and they told me they came but they also told me that it hurt them a little. I don't want to hurt anyone, i just want to enjoy sex and not have to worry about whether or not the girl is moaning in pleasure or in pain. I guess i just have to deal with it. Any advice?
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