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At a young age, I discovered sex. I had witnessed my cousin (she was currently living with us) having sex with her best friend. I didn't know what a lesbian was at the time, but I couldn't keep my eyes off the two girls.
I was stricken by their sexuality.
I began to sneak on the computer late at night and look at pornography on the internet. And I discovered cyber-sex then too. Since I was young I had to pretend I was older because nobody wanted to cyber with a 9 year old.
I found myself touching myself and having very sexual thoughts and feelings about a lot of people, even my family.
I would fantasize about my sisters making love to me like I had saw my cousin do with her friend. I would get hot and masturbate thinking about fucking my dad. Older men would get me excited.
I had an uncle that was a bit of a pervert (and a pedophile) and he would rub my inner thigh if I sat in his lap. My cousins and sisters would complain that he was getting too close for comfort and I would pretend that I disliked it as well, but it so turned me on.
I stayed at his house for a few weeks with my sisters one summer and I would prance around half naked to try to get his attention. It worked sometimes. He would ask me to help him work on something (like a model plane), and usually that involved me sitting on his lap as he rubbed my thigh with one hand and "show" me the parts of the model with the other. I could feel his boner, and I would rub against it. I would find ways to play with his dick. We were swimming and he was rock hard, I was swimming underwater and I saw his dick sticking out of his boxers. I swam over and brushed my hand across it and then swam away quickly. I did that a few more times then I actually held it in my hand. I surfaced and looked up at him as I rubbed my hand across it. His tormented look made me happy. I dived back under and gave his dick a lick and a kiss and swam away. As I got (slightly) older, we would do more things together. Surprisingly, he had a lot of free time away from his family ( a wife and two sons.) I learned to suck his dick and he would finger me and eat me out. I would ask him to fuck me, but he would always refuse. The occurrence's pace slowed then stopped altogether, leaving me very sad.
Back to the first paragraph, I would have lesbian fantasies about my sisters. I got very close to having sex with my little sister a few times, but something would always interrupt us in the process. My little sister didn't really know what was going on. I was 9 and she was 6. I told her about what people do when they were in love and she said it sounded like fun and I asked her if she loved me and she said she did and we kissed and touched each other all over. I was lifting up her shirt and licking her little nipples when my mom started to walk in and I quickly turned my head and said "NURSE WE'RE LOSING HER!!!" and pretended to do CPR. My mom left and we continued to kiss and touch but I was scared that she would come back in.
A second time this happened, my little sister brought up the topic. I was surprise when she said "We never got to do the thing people do when they're in love" and so I took her up into the attic and we made a bed on the floor and tried one more time. I got to touch her privates when I heard my brothers bounding up the stairs. I quickly told my sister to pretend to be sleeping and she did. the boys left us alone when they thought we were asleep. I didn't continue. I thought it was a sign that it wasn't supposed to happen with us. She was probably to young to remember all this, but I remember it well.
I've had many strange sexual encounters over my 23 years--family, friends, strangers and animals. It would take too long to explain them all so I will just confess to the two most significant ones in my early life.
Thank you for taking time to read this. Feel free to ask any questions regarding this confession.
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