Latest Rape Confessions:

 

26423 - I have a fantasy of getting raped by a large group of Mexicans. I don't even know why, but it turns me on. White and black guys have never turned me on. Breaking Bad's Tuco was and is still the sexiest guys I've seen in a long time.

I'd let him rape me.

 

26211 - I've never told this to anyone and this is the first time I've ever decided to talk about it. I stated sexual relations with my cousin when I was 8 and he was 13.

At this time, his mom had just gotten remarried after leaving his father, who would beat and rape him and his twin brother. I'll call the brothers A and J. A and J had very different responses to what happened to them. J was very nice, but he was sad and would cut himself a lot, while A was very angry. A is the one who got me to have sex with him. It was completely non consensual at first. I didn't like A because he scared me. He wore scary clothes and he cussed and he always told me scary, gory stories when we were alone.

When it first happened, it was when I was spending the night with their younger sister, who was a couple years younger than me. For some reason I was with him in his and his brother's room. I was mostly hanging out with J because he would play games with me, but A told me to watch him play this video game he had. I don't know the name of the game, but it had this really scary clown that shot this guy in his car. It really upset me, but he made me play it. J never stopped it because I think he was scared of A too. A was telling me that the clown lived in their neighborhood and was in the woods next to their house and that he killed their neighbor, then he told me if I went into the backyard I could see their dead neighbor from their window. So of course I went to look and A came with me. I, of course, didn't see anything, but then A was telling me the clown was coming and I freaked out. He told me to get in the shed or he'd get me, so me and him went in the shed, and that's where it happened.

He took out a pocket knife out of his pocket and pulled down his pants and said if I didn't suck him off he would kill me. I had no idea what I was doing, but I did it. Then he threw me on the ground and pulled down my pants and started fingering me. Of course I started crying, so he let me go and told me to never tell anyone.

After that, it kept getting worse and worse. Every time I went over there he would take me to the shed and make me do things. I sucked him off hundreds of times, and he'd make me kiss him or touch myself in front of him. He would take naked pictures of me. I was 12 when he first had sex with me, so he was 17. After that he got even bolder. He put the handle of a small shovel inside me and used it on me. He would stick stuff in my bum as he had sex with me. He once tried to get their dog to mount me. The dog licked me, but never mounted me. He tried getting that dog to do it for 20 long minutes before just sticking his fingers up me and fingering me until I cried.

Everything he did he made sure it hurt me in some way. I'd be lying if I said I didn't get off though. That was the worst part is when I would actually orgasm. It didn't happen often, but it got more and more frequent. My first orgasm ever was from him eating me out. I would come when he fingered me and when he had sex with me. I started liking it. I was still scared of him, but that made it even better for me. I guess it was the adrenaline. I got to the point where I needed him to get off.

When I was 15 and he was 20, he was sent to prison for drug possession. I haven't seen or heard from him since. I haven't really thought of him either, but he really has affected me, especially when I'm masturbating. I think of him doing things to me and I always hurt myself, like pinch my vagina or pull my hair or gag myself. When I had sex with my boyfriend for the first time a year ago, I would ask him to hit me and he thought it was weird.

I'm 18 now so it's been a while since this happened. The reason I'm just now bringing up this story is because I went to their house today for his sister's 16th birthday party. J was there and he asked to talk to me. He told me that he knew what was going on and he's sorry he didn't do anything, but he was and still is really afraid his brother would kill him. Then he told me that when they were little, he would rape him and that he only stopped after he started using me in the shed. The most important thing he told me though was that A has just gotten out of prison. Their stepdad wouldn't let him come back to the house, but was somewhere around there. I was so scared I kept asking my mom if we could leave and we finally did. He knows where I live because he's been to my house multiple times, and I'm scared he'll come here, but at the same time I kind of want him to. I want to meet him in the shed just one last time for nostalgia. He ruined my life but I want to see him again. I'm so messed up in the head.

 

26197 - I was raped when I was 4 years old and it messed me up so bad. I tried having sex with boys in elementary school and my first time was when I was 10 with a 14 year old boy. Now I'm 17 and I've had sex with countless men aged 14-70. People even come to my house looking for for sex from me. I usually have sex at least a few times a week, and I think about it all the time. I can't stop.

 

26088 - I am a straight-acting and masculine white boy but I've got a seriously feminine sissy side when it comes to black men. Since I was a little boy, I've always felt submissive to black guys. My instinct has always been to get on my knees or bend over. I've been hooking up with black men from chat rooms and chat lines since I was 15. It was all just a hot fantasy until i was actually raped by one of the guys i met up with about a year ago. I just wanted to get naked and give him head but he laid me down, bent me over and ravaged me, deep into my little white ass, making me more and more of a sissy girl with every thrust. I learned at that point that I am inferior and pretty much a sissy bitch when I'm naked with a black man. So I started shaving my body and wearing panties. It has started to affect my day-to-day life. I have girlfriends but I find that I have a tough time maintaining a relationship with a woman because all I think about is black cock. I want to suck and open my ass for black men pretty much all the time. I've always been popular with the ladies but I'm afraid I'm turning into a full-time sissy. I just crave a life of submission and feminization but I have a girlfriend and a job and a normal life. I wanna shrink my pathetic white dick, get dolled up, and become a full time sissy shemale and suck black cock for a living. I don't know what to do.